Written by Cody Collins
It wasn’t till I was alone till I felt lonely
And it wasn’t till I was anxious until I felt anxiety
I press my face against my pillow as if wars have been built on the Casings
I feel the covers battling out tyrannies of blood and fear like it was never meant to happen
My walls begin to slither and shake
Blinds begin to bend and break
As I slowly exhale a breath of heartache
Doing things right suppose to be feel good
Speaking carefully never felt this distant
I want to make a noise
Heightened blindness while I think of the last time I ate
For gods sake
I hope I’m not to late
Make it as if my cells are running marathons
And my muscles are glued to the floor
Put on a jacket of selflessness and move on I said
Or lay awake at night and dream a better dream
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